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Gorgoroth- "Pentagram" Still the perfect bm record, in my eyes.

Danzig II Lucifuge

is mead also accepted on here?

I know what you mean about metal helping you with a disorder. I have anxiety disorder, I get panic attacks which are so mentally exhausting and painful. I would never take meds I absolutely hate them, but metal really brings you down to earth, gives you something to concentrate on and the lyrics can be so relatable. Spiritually, I have to say for me, Metal gives me more emotion and meaning in my life then any god ever could.

At 50 years old, metal has always been there for me. Fashions come and go but metal is just there, mutating, evolving like it itself is a living thing and in that way it is spiritual to me. I have a disorder called Schizoaffective (its like a mix of schizophrenia and bipolar) and when things get bad for me I can turn the 'spirit' that metal feeds me with into all sorts of things. For example, on a simple practical level, metal is meant to be loud and that very physical loudness can block out the voices I hear. Or maybe the raw aggression can fuel me into making it through the day but it is the spiritual, meditative feeling I get from playing metal in order to rest that helps me most of all. Simply, I feel calm when metal is playing and that allows me to sleep when all the meds in the world don;t help.

Belphegor - Conjuring The Dead

Vassago/Antichrist - Hail War

Behemoth - The Satanist. The song. I am not such a fan of Behemoth, but i love this one and a few others by them. It is pretty nice one. Sounds catchy, but i promise i heard it housand times and still it sounds good.

Alestorm - released tracks from 'Curse of the Crystal Coconut' Ok, so I haven't got to any serious shit yet, but there's plenty of partying going on here, that's for sure. I actually can't wait for this album to be released. Alestorm are probably the dorkiest and lame band in the world, yet when you listen to it you feel like you're in on the joke, and it's an enormously funny joke. So yeah.

In Flames - 'Whoracle' for a little pick-me-up before some more serious shit shortly.

Incantation - Diabolical Conquest

Last Days of Humanity- "Putrefaction in Progress"

Agressor - Neverending Destiny