Opportunity to take a new job and essentially double my salary (OTE could be in excess of 100k per annum). Massive pressure associated with it though obviously. They came to me though so must think I can do it. I have the weekend to think it over.
Happened to me also when learning high. You will get it at some point. Just try to not do the exact same thing over and over but adapt, maybe tongue position or practice your breathing technique from time to time also.