Sisa Belial

You were supposed to post a lie.... ^ has a secret past in the adult entertainment industry

I dreamed last night that my ex was full on chatting me up in the pub... I asked him to go away a few times and eventually I gave up and pretended to play the game with him. I ended up going back to his house where I killed him by strangulation... And in my dream I got away with it and I was chuffed... Weird shit because he is too strong for me to strangle to death and I haven't seen him in over 6 months and really don't think about him that much anymore... I suppose it means I'm finally getting over it?

Get's very hairy and starts growling around full moon for some reason...

A flute means something else here too lmfao! ^plays with barbies

xmas brings back a lot of bad memories... hardest time of the year for me... I do try for the kids but it really isn't for me...

was humming a dolly parton song earlier

It's all over in 23 days thankfully... I hate xmas...

Why????? Eintritt- Tempel Der Meere

Listening to Renaissance now... I know a bit of Russian but this is beyond me lol

Has a whole pack of miniature yorkshire terriers

I love them! Hard to find more of their stuff though...

Is trying to persuade me now to do weird things with light bulbs... o.0

These guys?

booked a ticket to Ireland to come and see me.... creepy stalker lol

Never heard of them. Listening to them now. Thank you

Does weird things with light bulbs.... (who is nsync?)

I am the old lady lol! ^ has a justin beiber poster above his bed

I'm in a council house so the small deposit I paid is non refundable anyway. And having a council house means you are pretty much stuck where you are because you only get a house like this once and no rent allowance if you go back to private renting. It so happens that I got the dogs bollocks of council houses and I love where I am so I'm an extremely lucky girl. When I'm here 3 years with no hassle I'll be given the option to buy. I have moved around all my life and never been in the same house for more than 4 years, so I'm happy to finally root. My neighbors are brilliant, they never complain about dogs barking, kids making noise or how loud I play my music (and that is really loud most days). I'm sure having a single mom with 4 dogs and 3 kids and a passion for metal moving in next to them wasn't on their wish list but they are really cool about it. And I still can't get on the forum on my phone so it's laptop only for me.

I have recently found my love for funeral doom and I find it relaxing and soothing and perfect to unwind to in the evening. Some pieces send shivers down my spine and give me goosebumps, it touches me so deeply. I particularly like the Tyranny- Tides Of Awakening album, I have liked Ahab for a while but never knew what genre it was, but it didn't touch me as much as the Tyranny album. I'm an insomniac and usually survive on 2.5/3 hours a night but since I bought the Tyranny album that I now play while I' go to sleep I get between 4 and 5 hours a night and my nightmares have become less frequent. I know sleeping with Tyranny probably means I'll never get a guy to sleep with me, but I don't care at this point. I'm very happy on my own with my music.

drives like an old lady... a blind one...

That is freaky... Did you get predictive dreams before?

This is my house. I will be given the option to buy this house in a few years and I will take that option. I painted my living room blood red which looks epic with my black furniture and couches, one more coat to do and I'm done in the living room and I'll be heading upstairs with the black paint, my bed room will be black and dark purple I'll post a picture when I'm done because I'm almost on my post limit (not sure how long that limit is for so I'm being careful) What does popular contributors mean? Is that to do with activity?

I want a tshirt too please. I have a friend in America it can be send to and he can post it along with other items for people here so don't worry about international shipping costs. After xmas I hope though because I am financially embarrassed until the new year... Thank you for explaining MIA to me GorboGorboza, I feel a bit stupid I didn't know but I have never been to the states, let alone live there.

It should pick up after xmas when we start putting gig pictures up. Or maybe it's just wishful thinking and I'm wasting my time lol. Either way I'm not going anywhere, I like it here. And thanks, I don't get told often that it's nice to have me around. You'll soon change your mind when you find out how impossible I can be. T-shirts are a great idea though, what price range would they be?

Moved house about 6 months ago and didn't get around to painting the horrible magnolia walls yet. Started painting the living room today because the kids demanded for the xmas tree to go up this week (sigh), I only got one corner done and I'm so not looking forward to doing the rest of the room... I forgot how much I hate painting walls... But at least my house is becoming a little more home rather than the magnolia box I sleep in....