Yeah that is something i can say for myself too. The only thing that never betray me, or critise me, or leave me, or make me feel like shit is metal. And it's weird to say that cause metal is not a person but the most of the time makes me feel better than any other person in my life so i see metal like something more than a living being. I see metal as some drug or something. Helps you in the difficulties, makes you feel better when you are fine, generally makes you feel everything more keenly...