So earlier today I checked a grade on a paper and received...let's just say, a grade that could ruin my life in a few ways. Anyways, so being Mindy, I email a very attitude filled, defensive email back to my professor. I had his class tonight, and discussed the paper with him (in which he told me even with this very bad grade I still had an 83% which everyone knows is a B- which looks horrid on graduate school applications), and he decided to bump my paper grade to a C+ giving me a final class grade of a B. While this is great and I couldn't be happier, being Mindy AGAIN, all I could think about coming home was how much I felt terrible about the previous email and the fact I am a piece of shit for talking to such a nice old man that way especially when knowing his wife had really bad cancer a year ago..............