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  1. On 4/17/2018 at 8:01 PM, Will said:

    Hi, @AshKillem, your video is down but i remember a bit about your song for earlier (it was kinda melodeathy, right?). Were you after clean or screamed vocals? And do you have parts written or would you have the vocalist come up with something? I'm pretty busy for the next couple of days, but if you want I could probably come up with something with screams/growls over the weekend.

    Hey sorry for the late reply man, been busy and mad. But yeah it's the more melodeathy one haha. I think.. Here it is just in case 

    Disordinance!
    Like the story goes
    It's all wrong again, the town fairs back in
    Give me flight, sweet anesthesia
    Wish they could keep me under
    Cause I'm always going under
    Spectacle and sick of your front row seats
    Because it's just not right
    And no! Don't YOU dare
    Like a baby in a crib
    Knowing nothing but a mother 
    But the tits running dry
    And I still can't walk
    But you! I point the finger 
    Outrageous drunken stares
    How you take your notes, the most twisted of things
    You don't think to care
    Would you? Can you? 
    Let it settle let it be 
    It will mold with it's teachers
    Learning nothing from any busybody bystander but bitterness and discontent
    The crack in my world has grown larger
    I wonder if my sight will be taken with it
    Where devils dance in submersion of unnerving emotions
    At least thats the picture they painted
    And how would I know the difference 
    The dirts in the stain
    And it's everywhere, ever corner
    Disheartened noise of their native tounge
    I hope I am concealed from further pains
    But somethings brewing like a pregnant mother, 
    And I'm scared I may birth this child
    Strange feeling when nothing feels real anymore
    But I never see a thing, hear a word
    Perpetual waiting game 
    Unknown future, unseen hand
    I don't like how it's unfolding
    But I don't know how else to be
    I always fuck things up and I always will
    Wish I could say different but understanding has come to pass
    Inside me, abnormality
    And there's something new 
    a subtle growth of darker things
    I am disturbed
    I'm Honest, don't know how to feel
    This creates a shaking
    So I hold on tight, making sure I don't lose the dearest part of me 
    The last piece that's left of me, the part that's still alive and feeling
    Scared to death I'll loose that notch
    And it keeps me from connection, because I won't be someone I'm not 
    And I'll fight to the death for it too
    Does it matter to you? 
    How I feel? How I've been? Are there many like me?
    Because I feel this all the time and seldom do they rescue
    I know I'm supposed to be a man but I never learned and I'm not stronger
    I don't know if it was my fault but my legs are broken and it's hard to stand
    It starts again the bells chimes in
    The crows caw and my hair is on end
    Whole town gawking
    Passed embarrassing, that was brutal
    Shame is woven, thick as theives
    Bothersome nuisance; annoying me
    Whole other story I'd hate to read
    Drowning
    I can't disconect from this leech that keeps me from being noraml
    I don't know how I dug this hole
    Can I ever be apart of that world again or have I lost the missing piece?
    I'm scared to be confident again, like I don't deserve it
    Just another lie, they say they all come from devil
    And that's not fair I never had a chance
    Wish we'd just write him out of the story
    One or two reasons more, mostly for freedom
    Minds build some errie cages that's all
    But I know I'm not this thing
    Just held here by a demon
    Like I can never reach out and show you who I really am
    Like Cinderella didn't get the slippers
    Oh what I would do to change this motion
    My will doesn't seem to care so send me a wishing well 
    Would you? Cause I've been waiting 
    Waiting for someone like me, who will see the victim, I mostly am
    So see me drowning wish to save me,
    Don't hate me like they hate me 
    Most of them do most of the time
    Its not all your fault when lonliness is your guide
    But I'm still slipping further away
    Is it inevitable this decent?
    Blackholes don't let go and that scares me away, to thoughts of existing
    Uncomfortable feelings, what I am, what makes me?
    Seems like black nothing to me
    Not like it appears no, less than
    What we are, what this is?
    I'll tell you and you'll sink
    Waves in the sea ants on the mound
    Nothing, no meaning.. purpose is MIA forever no dwelling 
    That doesn't scare me or beat me dead 
    Or leave me unsettled or messed up in the head..
    Beautiful feeling escaping where I've been
    Solace, like the morning 
    Like I was guilty on trial
    The end

    @Will

    Also man, since I don't really check up on here often, you should hit me up via email; [email protected] or through facebook; https://www.facebook.com/michael.leahcim.12139

  2. It's pretty much straight forward a simple track. I've already got the guitar videos recorded no just drums and vocals for a full piece playthrough video. Here's the drum and bass track only, all isolated, I can send version with guitars once we start talking. And also, the guitar parts were recorded with low quality so you don't need to have a super fancy cam. 

     

     

  3. On 4/6/2018 at 7:43 AM, BeepMixing said:

    Hi - I need your help guys. I'm writing in here because it is kind of promoting my own, non-existing brand. So I've been mixing music for about a year now but I can get only so far with mixing my own songs. So here is where you guys come in. I'd like to mix and master your music (of course for free). If you want to check out my songs I'll link my SC below where you can listen to my mixes. If you decide that you want me to mix and master your song, project or whatever - write me a message. Hope you'll help me and have a fantastic day.

    SC: https://soundcloud.com/user-715298305

     

    I'd be down to see what you could do with one of my mixes.. email?

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