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AshKillem

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  1. Hey sorry for the late reply man, been busy and mad. But yeah it's the more melodeathy one haha. I think.. Here it is just in case Disordinance!Like the story goesIt's all wrong again, the town fairs back inGive me flight, sweet anesthesiaWish they could keep me underCause I'm always going underSpectacle and sick of your front row seatsBecause it's just not rightAnd no! Don't YOU dareLike a baby in a cribKnowing nothing but a mother But the tits running dryAnd I still can't walkBut you! I point the finger Outrageous drunken staresHow you take your notes, the most twisted of thingsYou don't think to careWould you? Can you? Let it settle let it be It will mold with it's teachersLearning nothing from any busybody bystander but bitterness and discontentThe crack in my world has grown largerI wonder if my sight will be taken with itWhere devils dance in submersion of unnerving emotionsAt least thats the picture they paintedAnd how would I know the difference The dirts in the stainAnd it's everywhere, ever cornerDisheartened noise of their native toungeI hope I am concealed from further painsBut somethings brewing like a pregnant mother, And I'm scared I may birth this childStrange feeling when nothing feels real anymoreBut I never see a thing, hear a wordPerpetual waiting game Unknown future, unseen handI don't like how it's unfoldingBut I don't know how else to beI always fuck things up and I always willWish I could say different but understanding has come to passInside me, abnormalityAnd there's something new a subtle growth of darker thingsI am disturbedI'm Honest, don't know how to feelThis creates a shakingSo I hold on tight, making sure I don't lose the dearest part of me The last piece that's left of me, the part that's still alive and feelingScared to death I'll loose that notchAnd it keeps me from connection, because I won't be someone I'm not And I'll fight to the death for it tooDoes it matter to you? How I feel? How I've been? Are there many like me?Because I feel this all the time and seldom do they rescueI know I'm supposed to be a man but I never learned and I'm not strongerI don't know if it was my fault but my legs are broken and it's hard to standIt starts again the bells chimes inThe crows caw and my hair is on endWhole town gawkingPassed embarrassing, that was brutalShame is woven, thick as theivesBothersome nuisance; annoying meWhole other story I'd hate to readDrowningI can't disconect from this leech that keeps me from being noramlI don't know how I dug this holeCan I ever be apart of that world again or have I lost the missing piece?I'm scared to be confident again, like I don't deserve itJust another lie, they say they all come from devilAnd that's not fair I never had a chanceWish we'd just write him out of the storyOne or two reasons more, mostly for freedomMinds build some errie cages that's allBut I know I'm not this thingJust held here by a demonLike I can never reach out and show you who I really amLike Cinderella didn't get the slippersOh what I would do to change this motionMy will doesn't seem to care so send me a wishing well Would you? Cause I've been waiting Waiting for someone like me, who will see the victim, I mostly amSo see me drowning wish to save me,Don't hate me like they hate me Most of them do most of the timeIts not all your fault when lonliness is your guideBut I'm still slipping further awayIs it inevitable this decent?Blackholes don't let go and that scares me away, to thoughts of existingUncomfortable feelings, what I am, what makes me?Seems like black nothing to meNot like it appears no, less thanWhat we are, what this is?I'll tell you and you'll sinkWaves in the sea ants on the moundNothing, no meaning.. purpose is MIA forever no dwelling That doesn't scare me or beat me dead Or leave me unsettled or messed up in the head..Beautiful feeling escaping where I've beenSolace, like the morning Like I was guilty on trialThe end @Will Also man, since I don't really check up on here often, you should hit me up via email; [email protected] or through facebook; https://www.facebook.com/michael.leahcim.12139
  2. It's pretty much straight forward a simple track. I've already got the guitar videos recorded no just drums and vocals for a full piece playthrough video. Here's the drum and bass track only, all isolated, I can send version with guitars once we start talking. And also, the guitar parts were recorded with low quality so you don't need to have a super fancy cam.
  3. It's pretty much straight forward a simple track. I've already got the guitar videos recorded no just drums and vocals for a full piece playthrough video. Here's the drum and bass track only, all isolated, I can send version with guitars once we start talking. And also, the guitar parts were recorded with low quality so you don't need to have a super fancy cam.
  4. Here's the song, if you're interested hollar at me, email works too as I'm not always logged in here: [email protected]
  5. I'd be down to see what you could do with one of my mixes.. email?
  6. Yeah me too, I swear Periphery changed my life, (musically)
  7. I need a vocalist for just one song, someone who has a decent mic and a DAW to laydown his/her tracks. Anyways, here's a guitar playthrough video I did of it. It's not fully mixed but you get the idea..
  8. I'm curious about the guitar style bands like Polyphia play in. It sounds kind of like elevator music, lol. Just wondering if there is a name for it so I can research it, would love to start writing with the same keys. Here's an example of the sound if you don't understand what I'm talking about. It starts at 3:14.. Thanks dudes..
  9. I Hey guys, new to the forum. I am looking to collab with a vocalist that is got some decent skill and a nice mic that can track his own parts. I can email you a copy of the track when I hear from you. It's more progressive style metal, I was listening to Born Of Osiris before I wrote it if that helps... anyway, hollar at ya boy lol
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