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1 hour ago, Will said:

FA's already weighed in here, but I'd just like to add a couple of things:

Nobody plays anything absolutely perfectly live, even big bands (listen to live performances given as bonus tracks or home footage from performances without backing tracks rather than stuff that's been sold as live stuff. At the very least you should be able to hear some weak notes, sliding tempos, murkiness, etc.).

Also, odds are most non-musicians didn't notice most of your screw-ups.

I'm afraid they were fairly obvious. At least I had the sense to bail out of the solo given how off I felt.

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I'm not sure if I'm ready to suspend my sabbatical yet or not, but I guess I should probably check in. The last couple of months have been the hardest of my life, and I don't know that I want to go into the details. Conflict, turmoil, heartbreak, losing friends both from death and from my mistakes, depression, losing momentum with the band (for only the hundredth time...), and tons of awful family shit, also my doing. I gained a new friend in the process and I feel like I'm doing a better job of being myself with my family now, so there are a few silver linings that came from the black clouds, but there are no victories in this situation. I've missed you guys, and I don't think staying away will do me any good at this point. Trying to work this shit out was of paramount importance and still is, but there's only so much I can do right now, so here I am. I don't know for how long, but I don't know much of anything these days...

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16 minutes ago, BlutAusNerd said:

I'm not sure if I'm ready to suspend my sabbatical yet or not, but I guess I should probably check in. The last couple of months have been the hardest of my life, and I don't know that I want to go into the details. Conflict, turmoil, heartbreak, losing friends both from death and from my mistakes, depression, losing momentum with the band (for only the hundredth time...), and tons of awful family shit, also my doing. I gained a new friend in the process and I feel like I'm doing a better job of being myself with my family now, so there are a few silver linings that came from the black clouds, but there are no victories in this situation. I've missed you guys, and I don't think staying away will do me any good at this point. Trying to work this shit out was of paramount importance and still is, but there's only so much I can do right now, so here I am. I don't know for how long, but I don't know much of anything these days...

Miss having you here, man, things aren't the same. Sorry to hear you're having all that shit..I am sure I won't be alone in saying you have all our support. Great to see you back :) 

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31 minutes ago, BlutAusNerd said:

I'm not sure if I'm ready to suspend my sabbatical yet or not, but I guess I should probably check in. The last couple of months have been the hardest of my life, and I don't know that I want to go into the details. Conflict, turmoil, heartbreak, losing friends both from death and from my mistakes, depression, losing momentum with the band (for only the hundredth time...), and tons of awful family shit, also my doing. I gained a new friend in the process and I feel like I'm doing a better job of being myself with my family now, so there are a few silver linings that came from the black clouds, but there are no victories in this situation. I've missed you guys, and I don't think staying away will do me any good at this point. Trying to work this shit out was of paramount importance and still is, but there's only so much I can do right now, so here I am. I don't know for how long, but I don't know much of anything these days...

Stay positive ban great you have to back for a short while iceni came back 

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7 hours ago, BlutAusNerd said:

I'm not sure if I'm ready to suspend my sabbatical yet or not, but I guess I should probably check in. The last couple of months have been the hardest of my life, and I don't know that I want to go into the details. Conflict, turmoil, heartbreak, losing friends both from death and from my mistakes, depression, losing momentum with the band (for only the hundredth time...), and tons of awful family shit, also my doing. I gained a new friend in the process and I feel like I'm doing a better job of being myself with my family now, so there are a few silver linings that came from the black clouds, but there are no victories in this situation. I've missed you guys, and I don't think staying away will do me any good at this point. Trying to work this shit out was of paramount importance and still is, but there's only so much I can do right now, so here I am. I don't know for how long, but I don't know much of anything these days...

I'm sorry to hear that mate. I hope things improve for you. No rush for you to come back. Take all the time you need MF will still be here whenever you're ready.

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7 hours ago, BlutAusNerd said:

I'm not sure if I'm ready to suspend my sabbatical yet or not, but I guess I should probably check in. The last couple of months have been the hardest of my life, and I don't know that I want to go into the details. Conflict, turmoil, heartbreak, losing friends both from death and from my mistakes, depression, losing momentum with the band (for only the hundredth time...), and tons of awful family shit, also my doing. I gained a new friend in the process and I feel like I'm doing a better job of being myself with my family now, so there are a few silver linings that came from the black clouds, but there are no victories in this situation. I've missed you guys, and I don't think staying away will do me any good at this point. Trying to work this shit out was of paramount importance and still is, but there's only so much I can do right now, so here I am. I don't know for how long, but I don't know much of anything these days...

My sympathies.

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15 hours ago, BlutAusNerd said:

I'm not sure if I'm ready to suspend my sabbatical yet or not, but I guess I should probably check in. The last couple of months have been the hardest of my life, and I don't know that I want to go into the details. Conflict, turmoil, heartbreak, losing friends both from death and from my mistakes, depression, losing momentum with the band (for only the hundredth time...), and tons of awful family shit, also my doing. I gained a new friend in the process and I feel like I'm doing a better job of being myself with my family now, so there are a few silver linings that came from the black clouds, but there are no victories in this situation. I've missed you guys, and I don't think staying away will do me any good at this point. Trying to work this shit out was of paramount importance and still is, but there's only so much I can do right now, so here I am. I don't know for how long, but I don't know much of anything these days...

Sorry for your loss, and sorry to hear of your troubles too.  Miss having you around and your presence is always welcome here.  I hope things improve for you and we get to see more of you.

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On 26/11/2017 at 11:35 AM, RelentlessOblivion said:

I'm confident I'll perform better next time.

This is what I keep telling my wife. 

 

17 hours ago, BlutAusNerd said:

I'm not sure if I'm ready to suspend my sabbatical yet or not, but I guess I should probably check in. The last couple of months have been the hardest of my life, and I don't know that I want to go into the details. Conflict, turmoil, heartbreak, losing friends both from death and from my mistakes, depression, losing momentum with the band (for only the hundredth time...), and tons of awful family shit, also my doing. I gained a new friend in the process and I feel like I'm doing a better job of being myself with my family now, so there are a few silver linings that came from the black clouds, but there are no victories in this situation. I've missed you guys, and I don't think staying away will do me any good at this point. Trying to work this shit out was of paramount importance and still is, but there's only so much I can do right now, so here I am. I don't know for how long, but I don't know much of anything these days...

Posting here (within reason) might do you some good. At least you get to read and write about music that you like. Makes life a lot easier if you ask me. 

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Last day of Edinburgh tomorrow.  Got all the things done that we wanted to do, just polishing off the last of my whisky back at the apartment.  Writing reviews for the forum whilst i do so.  Missed our cats a lot despite the great time we have had.  Still no work for the rest of the week and it already seems like a distant memory.  Tea time train tomorrow so another full day planned before the journey back and plenty time to enjoy all of what this great city has to offer.

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Posting here (within reason) might do you some good. At least you get to read and write about music that you like. Makes life a lot easier if you ask me. 
That's the hope. Distractions seem to be helpful until I remember that they're just distractions and the problems are still there, then I just get more frustrated. Staying away didn't make things any better either, so I don't know what the fuck to do.

I appreciate the support everyone, it's nice to hear when everything in my life is in upheaval. I don't know which way is up, nor any way to improve my situation that I made for myself, so I guess I'll keep alternating between beating my head on the rock and the hard place. Hopefully soon one of them (or my skull) will give way.

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On 28/11/2017 at 3:37 AM, MacabreEternal said:

Last day of Edinburgh tomorrow.  Got all the things done that we wanted to do, just polishing off the last of my whisky back at the apartment.  Writing reviews for the forum whilst i do so.  Missed our cats a lot despite the great time we have had.  Still no work for the rest of the week and it already seems like a distant memory.  Tea time train tomorrow so another full day planned before the journey back and plenty time to enjoy all of what this great city has to offer.

I'm so jealous. Edinburgh is amazing. I just miss overseas travel in general. Enjoy! 

Reading through this thread, with Deathstorm's indefatigable happiness and RelentlessOblivion's constant disasters, I come out of it feeling exhausted, yet neutral when it comes to mood. 

Deathstorm went to an amusement park/RelentlessOblivion's football team lost

Deathstorm had a great day at a car race/RelentlessOblivion's dog got sick

Deathstorm ate a delicious cheeseburger/RelentlessOblivion stuffed up his guitar performance. 

It's a real rollercoaster of emotions. 

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13 hours ago, Requiem said:

I'm so jealous. Edinburgh is amazing. I just miss overseas travel in general. Enjoy! 

Reading through this thread, with Deathstorm's indefatigable happiness and RelentlessOblivion's constant disasters, I come out of it feeling exhausted, yet neutral when it comes to mood. 

Deathstorm went to an amusement park/RelentlessOblivion's football team lost

Deathstorm had a great day at a car race/RelentlessOblivion's dog got sick

Deathstorm ate a delicious cheeseburger/RelentlessOblivion stuffed up his guitar performance. 

It's a real rollercoaster of emotions. 

 

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15 hours ago, RelentlessOblivion said:

Had to take my dog to the vet today. He's got signs of a possible digestive issue so is on reduced food and light exercise for the next couple of days and a follow-up appointment next week. Hopefully it's nothing major.

I hope the doggie is o.k.. In other news I didn't get that job last week, but still trying. And only 16 days until Star Wars!

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