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I'm in a really good place right now. Actually feel like I'm completely out from the shadows of depression. Very excited by what 2017 may bring and extremely motivated to make the most of it.

 

I can think of just one way the situation could be improved - my trainer bike could have pedals on it so I can start rolling the legs over and get back into my cycling again.

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Yeah shit's lookin good on my end as well, I'm going snowshoeing a fuck load lately, I've been a mile back in the woods just walkin and talkin (still gotta fuck with that video...) and my guitar playing has been improving I think. Starting to finally get the hang of the first Jump in the Fire riff, I need to find the other couple of riffs for Sucking My Love by Diamond Head but the asshole didn't put them in the tab, other than that I can do the main riffs and the shit under the solo and the shit at the end rather decently. I can do Am I Evil fairly well, I just need to see what I gotta play under the solo and the transition from that into the main riff again. There was something else I thought.... eh it'll come to me.

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22 minutes ago, FatherAlabaster said:

Dammit dude, I'm sorry to hear that, I hope you guys can find somewhere more permanent.

We actually viewed a house last night which we are looking to pursue but the shocking letting agency fees stung us a bit (a thousand pounds up front, in January).  Might have to risk missing out on it and seeing if it is still available come month end.

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Yeah, sorry to hear that Macabre.

Meanwhile I've broken the nail on my middle finger on Thrusday night. When I say "broken my nail", I don't mean the tip, I mean like "I've broken it whole somewhere in the middle of it's length". How I did it. Well, smart me pushed a finger too deep into the meat grinder (it was at home) while trying to push meat deeper as the grinder didn't grind sh#t.
LUCKILY, I missed a nerv so I didn't feel any pain; just numbing. Now I have a bandage on my middle finger and also don't feel any pain, just occasional pressure from the bandage, pulsing and heat when blood starts rushing through the finger. But that's good, because with pain I wouldn't be able to sleep.
Now I have to wait for months for it to fully heal, which means that I wont be able to properly practice the bass which I wanted to buy.

On a bright side. I got called from a can-filling factory I used to work at for the past 5 summers, and I got a job on a line. All I have to do is look at cans and pull out those which are bent (and do some things on a dashboard which brings in new pallets). But the bandaged finger wont be a problem there. So that's good!
BTW it isn't a "permanent" job...I'm replacing a worker who's on leave..but still that's like 2-3 months of work, and with my finger in this state, it's the best I can get.

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Well, at least you have managed to find some work to keep you going for a while Duke Thylacine. And I'm sorry to hear that Macabre, I'll keep my fingers crossed for you.

Things are fairly reasonable on my end. The face is healing nicely (or at least as nicely as can be reasonably expected), from what I've heard I didn't do anything too... regrettable on Friday, I can start working on the animal unit  on campus again as the quarantine now only applies to working with the birds and things are looking good with the lass.

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Well, it's now been about a year since all of the bullshit went down with my former employer. I can safely say that 2016 can kiss my ass. Despite some great changes happening in it, there were also some heavy struggles and stuff that still isn't resolved. I don't know what this year will hold, but at present, I have enough distracting me that the gnawing emptiness that has taken some large chunks out of my being is of lesser concern.

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40 minutes ago, BlutAusNerd said:

Well, it's now been about a year since all of the bullshit went down with my former employer. I can safely say that 2016 can kiss my ass. Despite some great changes happening in it, there were also some heavy struggles and stuff that still isn't resolved. I don't know what this year will hold, but at present, I have enough distracting me that the gnawing emptiness that has taken some large chunks out of my being is of lesser concern.

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So, um, yay... right? :D

Welcome back dude.

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40 minutes ago, BlutAusNerd said: Well, it's now been about a year since all of the bullshit went down with my former employer. I can safely say that 2016 can kiss my ass. Despite some great changes happening in it, there were also some heavy struggles and stuff that still isn't resolved. I don't know what this year will hold, but at present, I have enough distracting me that the gnawing emptiness that has taken some large chunks out of my being is of lesser concern.

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So, um, yay... right? [emoji3]

Welcome back dude.

I feel like for the last 6 months, I've been waiting for the other shoe to drop. It's an unsettling place to be, but I've stopped caring in some ways. I'm just trying to focus on the positive, because focusing on the negative nearly broke me.

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1 minute ago, BlutAusNerd said:

I feel like for the last 6 months, I've been waiting for the other shoe to drop. It's an unsettling place to be, but I've stopped caring in some ways. I'm just trying to focus on the positive, because focusing on the negative nearly broke me.

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I know that feeling. Unfortunately that characterized a lot of the last few years I was in NYC, especially once we decided to make the move. The last few months have been a blur - I can't even believe it's been nearly half a year here already. The only sense of direction I've had is in my recording. My son finally started preschool last week, so I will have a bit of time to myself now. Job OK though? Girls doing well?

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1 minute ago, BlutAusNerd said: I feel like for the last 6 months, I've been waiting for the other shoe to drop. It's an unsettling place to be, but I've stopped caring in some ways. I'm just trying to focus on the positive, because focusing on the negative nearly broke me.

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I know that feeling. Unfortunately that characterized a lot of the last few years I was in NYC, especially once we decided to make the move. The last few months have been a blur - I can't even believe it's been nearly half a year here already. The only sense of direction I've had is in my recording. My son finally started preschool last week, so I will have a bit of time to myself now. Job OK though? Girls doing well?

It sounds like we're in similar situations. I think if I got back on track with music, that would help, but being without it has kept my focus toward the negative. The job is fine, but there was a bit of a blow on Friday when my favorite coworker got fired for what seemed like no reason to me. That's going to change things. The girls are great though, and are just about the only light in my life most of the time. At least they're really bright lights.

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1 hour ago, deathstorm said:

This Saturday can't wait for motor sports show in Philadelphia looking forward to it. Ban think positive 

Go take a piss on the Wells fargo center door for me please, i´ve been a Flyers fan since a kid (only sport i follow) and they are just ruining too many of my chillaxin´ hockey nights this season. :D:D:D 

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