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There's been a lot of pressure today. I haven't mentioned it to you guys earlier, but I got a text this afternoon informing me one of my best friends has been admitted to the hospital due to a haemorrhage and fractured skull. The last news I've heard mentioned her condition being stable at the moment, but it can still go all ways... I've also been asked to help score an animated movie together with some other musicians with whom I often play. I still haven't made up my mind; it's tempting to play again, but on the other hand I mostly quit because of the emotions it awakens and that still hasn't changed.
Somehow I didn't see this :( I'm so sorry for your friend! I hope everything will be alright!
FUUUUUUUUUUUUCK!!!!!! The top left side of my mouth feels like someone is ripping at it with a rusty hook. Taking over-the-counter pain meds but they're doing fuck all. Looks like I need to see a dentist ASAP.
That doesn't sound good at all. :/
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Reckon it's probably just a wisdom tooth coming through. Why the fuck are they called wisdom teeth anyway all they do is cause pain and misery. Oh and in other news I've been kicked out of uni with no avenue of appeal because I "failed to show any ingenuity" in responding to a show cause notice for last semmester's failure due to having no internet for like ten days so missed the deadline. Even if I had got my response off in time though "the reasons stated in your letter are not sufficient to offset your failure to meet academic outcomes". So I'm out of the degree and have a black mark on my transcript which will prevent me from undertaking higher education for the next five years. Wonderful.Now what THE FUCK am I going to do with myself? But it's not all bad news I bought some new shit to help cheer me up and smashed tonight's training sesh out of the park whilst blasting all of Symphonies Of Sickness by Carcass and up to 'Cursed In Eternity' from De Mysteriis Dom Sathanas ​by Mayhem.

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Reckon it's probably just a wisdom tooth coming through. Why the fuck are they called wisdom teeth anyway all they do is cause pain and misery. Oh and in other news I've been kicked out of uni with no avenue of appeal because I "failed to show any ingenuity" in responding to a show cause notice for last semmester's failure due to having no internet for like ten days so missed the deadline. Even if I had got my response off in time though "the reasons stated in your letter are not sufficient to offset your failure to meet academic outcomes". So I'm out of the degree and have a black mark on my transcript which will prevent me from undertaking higher education for the next five years. Wonderful.Now what THE FUCK am I going to do with myself? But it's not all bad news I bought some new shit to help cheer me up and smashed tonight's training sesh out of the park whilst blasting all of Symphonies Of Sickness by Carcass and up to 'Cursed In Eternity' from De Mysteriis Dom Sathanas ​by Mayhem.
I am so sorry to hear that! :( What were you studying? Do you maybe have a chance of employment without a degree?
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Reckon it's probably just a wisdom tooth coming through. Why the fuck are they called wisdom teeth anyway all they do is cause pain and misery. Oh and in other news I've been kicked out of uni with no avenue of appeal because I "failed to show any ingenuity" in responding to a show cause notice for last semmester's failure due to having no internet for like ten days so missed the deadline. Even if I had got my response off in time though "the reasons stated in your letter are not sufficient to offset your failure to meet academic outcomes". So I'm out of the degree and have a black mark on my transcript which will prevent me from undertaking higher education for the next five years. Wonderful.Now what THE FUCK am I going to do with myself? But it's not all bad news I bought some new shit to help cheer me up and smashed tonight's training sesh out of the park whilst blasting all of Symphonies Of Sickness by Carcass and up to 'Cursed In Eternity' from De Mysteriis Dom Sathanas ​by Mayhem.
Shit, dude, that's fucking awful. You can't even just do the year over? It's like they were looking for an excuse to get rid of you or something. That just blows. I really hope shit picks up for you. On the upside, think about all the stress you won't be under during this energetic and formative time... :D
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Shit' date=' dude, that's fucking awful. You can't even just do the year over? It's like they were looking for an excuse to get rid of you or something. That just blows. I really hope shit picks up for you. On the upside, think about all the stress you won't be under during this energetic and formative time... :D[/quote'] I'd had some academic performance issues in the past but they had been extremely accomodating until the drama last year. Now more then ever I'm thankful that I have friends (including you guys) and a girlfriend. Just don't be surprised if I'm not quite my die-curious necrophiliac self :D
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I'd had some academic performance issues in the past but they had been extremely accomodating until the drama last year. Now more then ever I'm thankful that I have friends (including you guys) and a girlfriend. Just don't be surprised if I'm not quite my die-curious necrophiliac self :D
Damn :/ How do college rules work in your country?
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Damn :/ How do college rules work in your country?
If you don't meet your academic performance criteria (passing at least half of your subjects in any given semmester) you are issued with a show cause notice asking you to explain why you did not meet this standards. I was only taking one subject last semmester making it impossible to pass three quarters of my workload. You have a deadline to respond which I missed due to having virtually no internet access for the best part of two weeks. When I finally did get a response off it was discarded because it was after this deadline. I emailed the dean of admissions who gave me the information I quoted earlier. I can appeal but there's no point based on that information. I'm left with a black mark on my transcript which stays there for five years meaning no other uni/college will take me. I also have to begin paying back my student loans (HECS) if I do manage to find work. Currently that debt stands at 200k and the minimum earning threshold for paying that debt was recently reduced by the government from 48k to 35k annually.
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Well, considering it's still the 24th here, I guess I'll wait till tomorrow morning to post about how annoying my wife's car problems have been lately, and how the thing is turning into an unreliable money pit. :D Honestly things could be a lot worse here, and whenever they're kind of shitty I remind myself of that and wind up feeling pretty glad for what I do have. That's a ton of debt, though, Josh, and I really think you should appeal - given the amount of work you've put in, even if the appeal is pointless, don't take it lying down. I hope you can get something good out of the situation.

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I'll be working on my appeal today, no harm in trying I guess, I know I'm sounding like a whiny bitch right now. Just sick of the perpetual bullshit I guess. Honestly it feels like everytime something good happens in my life I'm instantly slammed with a fresh shitstorm to deal with.

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I'll be working on my appeal today' date=' no harm in trying I guess, I know I'm sounding like a whiny bitch right now. Just sick of the perpetual bullshit I guess. Honestly it feels like everytime something good happens in my life I'm instantly slammed with a fresh shitstorm to deal with.[/quote'] It would be a lot for anyone to deal with. Best of luck with your appeal.
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If you don't meet your academic performance criteria (passing at least half of your subjects in any given semmester) you are issued with a show cause notice asking you to explain why you did not meet this standards. I was only taking one subject last semmester making it impossible to pass three quarters of my workload. You have a deadline to respond which I missed due to having virtually no internet access for the best part of two weeks. When I finally did get a response off it was discarded because it was after this deadline. I emailed the dean of admissions who gave me the information I quoted earlier. I can appeal but there's no point based on that information. I'm left with a black mark on my transcript which stays there for five years meaning no other uni/college will take me. I also have to begin paying back my student loans (HECS) if I do manage to find work. Currently that debt stands at 200k and the minimum earning threshold for paying that debt was recently reduced by the government from 48k to 35k annually.
That's pretty strict :/ We have a similar system in croatia, you have to pass certain exams to pas the year, and I think you can fail a year 2 or 3 times. after that, if you don't pass that exam, you lose the right to study at universities (which I believe expires after 5 years but it's still a lot of time). I don't know much about it because I study in Italy, and there you can do whatever you want for as long as you want to, as long as your payments are regular. But try appealing, it can't hurt.
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