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Sisa Belial

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    Sisa Belial given a Damn from ChainsawAkimbo in The Official Death Metal Recommendations Thread   
    Didn't hear much mention here of Six Feet Under or Unleashed, two of my favorite bands. Also found out today that Belphegor is Blackened Death Metal (sigh genres) so that means they would be classed under death metal too. 
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    Sisa Belial given a Damn from CRYOFTHEWOLF in Just saying hi   
    Hi everyone,
    I am Sisa, I am in my thirties and a single mom of 3 kids between 7 and 13. I live in mid-west Ireland. My choice of music is a very long list so I'll just name the ones that dominate my stereo: Dark Funeral, Marduk, Dimmu Borgir, Behemoth, Belphegor, Darkened Nocturn Slaughtercult, Cannibal Corpse, Carcass, Slayer, Obituary, Morbid Angel, Napalm Death, Entombed, Unleashed, Amon Amarth etc. (I can keep going but I think you kinda know what to expect in my music collection)
    I am a welder by trade but currently being retrained as a bus driver and I am a bit of an entrepreneur online. I also paint slates and furniture, mostly family and football crests on the slates but I do some interesting furniture. 
    I have to admit, I have an Irish metal forum of my own which goes with my website which we started recently and I am here to see how a forum works. (admin, I am not copying your forum, nor am I here to advertise mine, I am only here to get inspired and see what it will take to keep a forum going, no bad intentions at all! If it's a problem, please feel free to remove me)
    Any questions, just ask. If it's not too personal I will answer, if it personal I might answer too but that depends on the question.
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    Sisa Belial gave a Damn to RelentlessOblivion in What's on your mind?   
    Wishing you all a very merry Christmas. I hope you all get plenty of goodies and crank the stereo up to 11 so as to drown out those awful carollers...
     
     
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    Sisa Belial given a Damn from deathstorm in What's on your mind?   
    My daughter is bringing me to see Star Wars tonight and I can't wait! I'm being treated to the cinema by my own kid! Yay
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    Sisa Belial given a Damn from Frostaudn in What's on your mind?   
    My daughter is bringing me to see Star Wars tonight and I can't wait! I'm being treated to the cinema by my own kid! Yay
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    Sisa Belial given a Damn from ~Mere~ in What's on your mind?   
    My daughter is bringing me to see Star Wars tonight and I can't wait! I'm being treated to the cinema by my own kid! Yay
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    Sisa Belial given a Damn from FatherAlabaster in What's on your mind?   
    My daughter is bringing me to see Star Wars tonight and I can't wait! I'm being treated to the cinema by my own kid! Yay
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    Sisa Belial gave a Damn to RelentlessOblivion in Post a lie about the user above you   
    The point is to LIE
     
    Always hated her younger sister Cinderella.
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    Sisa Belial gave a Damn to MacabreEternal in What's on your mind?   
    I have always been a loner but I do relate with people well (until I inevitably abduct and kill them at least), but I have learned there is such a thing as too much "me" time. The balance at present has shifted  towards spending too much time with myself, in the new year I may need to be a little more creative with my client site activity than I have been this last 3 months.
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    Sisa Belial gave a Damn to RelentlessOblivion in What's on your mind?   
    He'd rant and rave for an extra half hour about how disrespectful I was. Tuning him out just means he'll piss off quicker and I can get on with my day.
    It's only illegal if you get caught and wood chippers cover all sins...
     
    I shouldn'uh said that. I should not have said that.
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    Sisa Belial gave a Damn to RelentlessOblivion in Post a lie about the user above you   
    Lycra actually
    Gets 'very excited' whenever he sees a mid-sized dog.
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    Sisa Belial gave a Damn to RelentlessOblivion in What's on your mind?   
    Intelligent conversations are most assuredly not his forte. I'm fortunate in the sense that my brother and I share well I guess you'd call it a granny flat (2 bedrooms, bathroom, living room) seperate from the rest of our house so most of his crap isn't directly targeted at us.
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    Sisa Belial given a Damn from GorboGorboze in What's on your mind?   
    Sounds a bit like my house when I grew up, except my stepdad was also a violent drunk. It really is down to your mother to remove this abusive person from your premises but as she fails to do so, there is very little you can do apart from trying to stay out of the house as much as possible, keeping your head low while you are home and start saving up money. I could suggest doing a few things around the house to help out that you weren't asked to do but if he keeps picking fights, your good intentions might be misunderstood or used against you. He doesn't sound like the kind of person you can sit down with and explain how his behavior is affecting everyone else there. 
    Just know that even though you feel powerless and you can not change the situation, you do have power over how much you let it control you. This mans issues are not with you, they are with himself. People who are abusive, verbally, mentally and physically, have issues with themselves that they project on to others and sometimes pass on to others too. Don't allow him to do that. Know that when he get's angry and fights break out, and puts you and your brother in the center, that it's not actually about you or your brother. Instead of getting angry or scared, take a mental step back and really look at him, who he is, (I don't mean stare at him, I mean critically look at him in your mind while he is there shouting and spewing his bile). I did that when I lived at home, seen him for the pathetic, insecure, troubled poor excuse of a man he was and it got me over my fear for him. He couldn't mentally break me because I seen him for what he was. 
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    Sisa Belial gave a Damn to RelentlessOblivion in Dream Vacations   
    Sounds sort of like my dream vacation - taking my tandem bike across Europe.
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    Sisa Belial gave a Damn to BlutAusNerd in What's on your mind?   
    Could you imagine having metal arguments with your spouse? It gets heated enough on the internet, but if you call your wife a poser for digging the new Job For a Cowboy album and she decides to withhold sex as a "fuck you", nobody wins. I would much rather that my wife just rolls her eyes at me.
    Sent from my HTC One_M8 using Tapatalk
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    Sisa Belial gave a Damn to ~Mere~ in What's on your mind?   
    Honestly I don't think it was your choice in music but the mere fact that he was an abusive a-hole who knew how to "get" to you through those things. It's good to hear that you got away from that situation. I completely understand your apprehensions of feeling vulnerable with opening yourself up to someone else due to not trusting your judgement (in men) or their sincerity but don't change who you are or worry about how high your standards are cause the right person will come along and want to be with you for who you are and everything that comes along with being with you.  
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    Sisa Belial gave a Damn to ~Mere~ in What's on your mind?   
    I don't think you should stop talking to him because it seems like you guys have connected on some level for you to have developed (those type of) feelings. If nothing more serious ever comes about @ least you have a trusted friend to reach out to. Hope you feel better
     
    Edit: I am probably the last person that should be giving out any kind of relationship advise so maybe you should just disregard anything I say or do the complete opposite lol
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    Sisa Belial gave a Damn to RelentlessOblivion in Post a lie about the user above you   
    Well I simply must sparkle darling
     
    Has a huge collection of rusty nails.
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    Sisa Belial gave a Damn to RelentlessOblivion in Post a lie about the user above you   
    Accepted the job without hesitation.
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    Sisa Belial given a Damn from ~Mere~ in General Pics (Holidays, walks, outings etc.)   
    My minions set up the xmas tree...

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    Sisa Belial given a Damn from FatherAlabaster in General Pics (Holidays, walks, outings etc.)   
    My minions set up the xmas tree...

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    Sisa Belial gave a Damn to RelentlessOblivion in Post a lie about the user above you   
    Does unspeakable things with garden hoses.
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    Sisa Belial gave a Damn to MacabreEternal in What's on your mind?   
    The client I am working with at present is in Carlisle and one of the team sent me a picture earlier of the town underwater basically.  There's no trains running because the lines have been flooded so as well as having tomorrow off I might be working from home a lot this week.
    On a different note I may have secured the funding for a deposit to buy a house although I need to read into a few things more thoroughly but the situation is looking more positive than it was a few weeks ago.
     
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    Sisa Belial gave a Damn to Frostaudn in What's on your mind?   
    So I'm off to France, see you guys somewhere around monday
    Verstuurd vanaf mijn GT-I9505 met Tapatalk
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    Sisa Belial given a Damn from MacabreEternal in What Are You Listening To?   
    Tsjuder- Ghoul
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