Avaline

It was magical! Easily one of the best concerts ive ever been to. We talked with members (well the guitarist and Papa) and theyre really down to earth, genuinely nice and interesting guys. And so are the guys from Dead soul. Hell, not one of the best concerts, easily one of the best nights ever. :/ Again, i feel seriously really sad writing this.

Went to a Ghost concert yesterday, holy fuck it was beyond awesome! And now im sad that i have nothing else to look forward to.

^Holy.... this sounds really strange from my perspective, where all we would do with these kangaroos is cuddle them..

Thanks to the both of you. Yeah, its quite surprising actually, im doing fine.. but i feel guilty for doing fine. Well, however things turn out i know i made the right choice.

Had a bit of a weird month, broke up with my boyfriend from a pretty damn long term relationship.. Everything is just so weird, im actually quite surprised im taking it so well (i ended it), but still.. this image of my future just collapsed. But i try not to think of it much.. if i would stick to that image i would just be lying to the both of us. What hurts the most is thinking how he is going through this.. But i guess its time for a new era in my life and it had to be done. And since it feels good and i really feel no need to "fix things" or try again.. i guess there is no turning back.

A banana!

Oh hm.. its more ambient than "metal" but probably tracks from Moevot and this song in particular from Amaka Hahina https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iFpccqBlyrI Gets really damn creepy listening to this in the dark with earphones in your ears..

Kind of the same as Sugar Pill, since we are both from former Yugoslavia. But still i wasnt baptized..maybe because my parents both have different religions..so they kind of mixed the both in to our traditions.. but never made anything official with the kids. And im very happy for this. I consider myself an agnostic.. well because i just cant explain the world. And i have no right to say what is and what isnt..except for the evil and good in men kind. So..whatever, maybe there is, maybe there isnt.

Paradise lost - No hope in sight -im in love with instrumental, but the vocals could be better..

ALRIGHTY THEN!

Deathspell omega - Paracletus album

Are you on something?

Ive been to Belgrade last year and it was pretty nice we tried to find a more alternative club..we ended up in some basement bar, where a bunch of guys were celebrating their football success lol. But it was ok.

Maybe im going to Austria this week, not quite sure yet...would prefer to go by train but my friends will probably insist on going by car, since its 10eur cheaper (waw) :/ but i like trains and its more relaxed

I think it has more to do with socialization of sex roles. Metal is "strong", "hard", "loud", even hostile and violent, all which a woman is supposed to be the opposite of. As the years passed, more metal subgenres evolved, women liberated more and got in to metal as well..the same goes for rock and punk music.. i dont think female metalheads are that rare in Europe, sure men prevail but there isnt a huge gap anymore. But i do believe that there are less women in thrash/ heavy, oldschool metal than in symphonic, gothic, power, doom, even black..mostly because these genres are more modern. But rock/heavy metal sure was chauvinistic in the past, females were accessories and sex objects just as much as they are now in rap/pop. Still, some percieve metal girls more like groupies than actual metalheads.