Well I'm slightly intoxicated and very depressed, I'm in debt and out of a truck. No way to pay it back and no way to even try. I'm tired of this shit and fed up with life. I want to harm someone else and even myself but I care to much about my family and friends to do so. At this point I am lost. I see no way out and no solution to the problem. Maybe I should kill myself...oh wait that's right, I care too much to hurt those around me. I hate life and everything it. FUCK!!! ...and people say life is so wonderful...what a load of shit...fucking idiots