^What made it such good Deathstorm?
And on my mind, there is quite a lot. I have been under quite some stress lately due all the different things I am trying to manage at once. University and exams, table tennis related stuff three-four times a week, but also meeting up with friends and Skyping with this awesome Hungarian girl. It has some good sides though, but there is a very little free time left for me and it might be killing me soon. Not to mention I nearly passed out earlier today due a combination of factors.
But that is not even my biggest worry at this moment. I have this good friend, which is my ex as well, who I might want to get rid off. I still feel she is too much in my life at this point, and although she is a good person, she is affecting me in a bad way I think. I realized I do mention her quite often, always unintended. One might say that I still might have feelings for her, because she is my ex, but that is absolutely not the case, because I can only think of this new girl I met. But due the fact that I mention her sometimes unintended, she is affecting the relationship between this Hungarian girl and me. It's not smart of me of course to do such though. Also, her character and the things she writes sometimes to me, are quite irritating. It's like I cannot stand her behavior anymore.
However, I am still in doubt if I should remove her from my life. We have quite some mutual friends and we share the ownership of our webzine Murmure. Although Murmure is official registered under my account, I am quite afraid that when I fire her it's not a very appropriate thing to do. These are hard decisions to make in the end and I don't really know what the right choice will be. Struggles.